Blog is rotting . i know . but got nothing sepcial to blog this few days . will update real soon alright ? (:

It have been 4 days since Granny have lefted us . But i still miss her alot & have been dreming about her this few days . Maybe is cause i still can't accept it cause it's just farking too sudden .

Yesterday after finish work , went down to Sintua to help out . It was really really a very tiring day yesterday as everything end-ed in the morning around 3 am & i was having work in the morning at 8.30am . Anyway , i did doze off 3 times on the arm chair as i was really tired from work & have not been sleeping well this few days . After everything was done . AhPeng.U brought us go have our Supper at Sim Drive . When we arrived , we saw the stupid DOG who tried to be a Hero but in the end , to Zero . Lols ! with a bunch of girls siting there . But when he saw AhPeng.U , he don't even dare to look at him ! WTF ! & he quickly walk off from his table .

So after we had our supper , AhPeng.U sent BABY & me back home & when we reach-ed home , it was already 5.30 am . So i was like having only 1&a half hours of sleep then had my shower after BABY's mum woke me up . Got changed after shower , pack up my things as i brought lappy along with me to work .

This evening we going chushi @ yishun but BABY have to reach JooSeng at 2pm . So i was afraid he can't wake up on time so i set the alarm clock for him at left-ed it at the side of the bed so he will be able to hear it & also left-ed his phone right beside him too .

Working right now & it's 9.14am right now . Don't know till what time , my eyes will start been funny . lols . Well , yesterday while i was working , i received a call from Pradeep a shock phone call . He told me that AhLong had lefted us yesterday morning due to a bike inccident . Funeral one after another , Hate to have this type of things happen . So they ar going down to his wake today afternoon but i was working so i have to give it a miss . Maybe going down to his wake tommorrow to pay him my respect .

AHLONG , May you rest in peace though you have lefted us so sudden and also a such a young age . You will always be remember by all of us .

This few day did not go to work as Granny's wake held till tuesday . Time pass so fast that tommorrow will be the last night we accompany Granny at her wake . sigh ! our only and only grandparent had lefted us . Really do miss them alot . Every year Chinese New Year , are the only days that the whole family got together . so for the past 3 years , we did not receive AngBaos as Grandpa passed away in 2006 so uncles can't give us any of it . so next year AngBaos will be even lesser as Gan-Grandpa also passed away this year in October . AngBaos are not important . Grandparents are more important . Cousin jio play blackjack . OMG ! =x
So wondering how our new year will be spend without Grandparents around . will we still gather together every New Year in future ? I really wonder . Hmms . BABY did not get enough sleep this few days especially today . So he had doze off not long after we reach-ed the wake & had our meals .

GRANNY SOUL BACK ?

It's 4.48AM right now . Was looking at Cousin playing mahjong then suddenly , Jenny aunt claim that there's a moth flying around the wake . So everyone gathered around & that a look at it . In chinese believe , a moth that enters a wake in the night , it's means the soul is back to take a look . So they claim that it's Granny's spirit . So all of us had the same intention & took-ed out our phone & snap a picture of the moth . We were all happy that Granny's soul came back as it's her 5th day of her death . The moth came in excatly 03.50AM which is also the time Granny pased away on 11 november . Believe it or not , everyone's time strike 03.50AM EXCATLY ! =x

Granny , i know you don't bear to leave us . So do we ! =(
hoping that you may rest in peace and get to the place where you should be no with Grandpa peacefully .

This is the moth .

It's that really Granny's soul ?

GRANDMA , RIP

On the 11 NOVEMBER 2009 , Granny passed away at 03.50AM in Changi General Hospital . Relative had been calling us but mum's phone was spoilted , dad's phone in the living room while sleeping in the bedroom & he was off-ed from his night shift work on that day , Sister's phone have switched it to slient , House phone was spoilted & i've losted my phone & didn't update them my new number . So they was having a hard time contacting us on that day . So about 6plus in the morning , my lil brother woke up & heard dad's phone rang so he woke dad up to answer the phone call & was from my 4th aunt . having heard of the BAD NEWS , upon hearing the BAD NEWS , My brother called BABY but just nice i was on my way having my shower heading for work . So i picked up the call & answered the cal as BABY was sleeping . Immediately after i hanged the phone , i woke BABY up & passed him the BAD NEWS , i rang up my boss and let him know about it . So i had my leave for 7 days as the wake held for 7 days . That's goes our GRANDPARENT . GrandPa have passed away in MARCH 2006 after commited sucide after he saw my Granny in a bad condition of her illness . So , back to the topic . so , hurried to have my shower & so does BABY . Dad came over & fetch us from BABY house . Head-ed down to Granny's place about 7plus in the morning . Tears rolled down from my mum's cheek uncontrolable while she was hearing from my 4th aunt what happen actually . Granny was suffering from heart attack that's leads to her death . She's 74 when she passed away . So ya . My relatives were all busy applying the place to held Granny's funeral in the void deck while my uncles went over to get all the things ready . At about 3plus , Granny's body was brought back in front of us . We prayed our respect to her & they help-ed to clean her body , changed her & doll-ed her up . Mum's tears always rolled down her cheek whenever she walks into Granny's room & see her face & i can't help but to drop my tears too . BABY have been accompany me this few days running up & down . We will stay-ed & help to look after in the night while most of my aunts & uncles have their rest then in the morning we will bus-ed home and have our nag & back to the wake at night .
TENGYANG's FAMILY have came down to pay their respect to Granny yesterday nigth too . So boss will be coming down tonight properly . Last night of the wake wll be on Monday & will be sending Granny's body for buried on tuesday afternoon a 1PM .

GRANNY , May you rest in peace & maybe it's time for you to accompany Grandpa . We will miss you dearly & Love you & Grandpa deep in our heart always .
The first time BABY saw Granny was on 18OCTOBER2009 at East Coast Park while celebrating JunHng's brithday & was also the last time the both of us saw her alive .


- say me proud or what's so ever ? just carry on . I just can't be bother with spammers kept spaming my blog . Really JUST NOTHING BETTER to do . Said that my boyfriend patched up with cause of reason ? what reason will you wana say ? cause i'm having his child ? Come ON la ! I'm not YET ! Still having a flat stamoch alright ! Said that i snatch other boyfriend & i'm good at it ? That is cause you just can't keep his heart tight enough by yourself ? said i'm a BITCH ? Then i SHALL show you ho's the BITCH & How BITCHCY can i be ! since you guys want this to happen then i shall show you my BITCHY ATTITUDE . Don't keep Trying my TEMPER & PUSH your luck too much . You may not get the results that you want IDOIT bitCHES ! (:

Have not been touching lappy for a few weeks as i was busy working , going down sintua & going down for lion dance training . everyday doing the same things . Morning , wake up about 7am , have my shower & off to work . Work starts at about 8.30am & ends about 6.30pm . After work , MONDAY , WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY will have to go down SinTua to help out with what i can & sometimes may have our supper with sintua crew & then AhPeng Uncle will fetch us home without fail . TUESDAY & THURSDAY will have to go for lion dance training . Have been training 'LONG ZHU' with AhGirl(GIRLFRIEND). After that we will bus-ed home with my brother & BaoXing if they happen to come down for training . Sound boring right ? But with BABY around , i'm fine with it .

Today i thought i woke up late for work so i quickly jump off from the bed and had my shower . BABY woke up & slept back again . So funny when he was sleeping . alot of pattern de lor . everyday also like that . HaHa . So as usual , before i went out , i will give him a kiss on his lip as he usually do if he going anywhere when i'm still sleeping . So i bus-ed off to work and fall asleep . When i reach-ed where i supposed to alight at , i was a little shock cause it was only 8.14am . Was so early today . usually was on the dot when i reach-ed . Today is Saturday . So planning where to go after work & maybe going out with Joey & her boyfriend . Double dating maybe ?! haha . Movie ? Dinner ? Shopping ? where shall we go ? hmmm . Thinking still . still early for thinking knocking off time .

Actually , i don't really care what others say about me . i know what i'm doing & what's best for me . I don't care about others judgement as Heaven got eyes to see . So those spammers , i just ignore from now on . But just one fellow , i ll never let you go so easily again de . One day , we shall see face to face . I'm only taking back what's belong to me & if he really love you and wanted to be with you when i lefted him , then even when i come back , he won't want patch up with me & will go off with you le . so , use your bloody brain & think . What i know from him is that , you guys have NEVER been TOGETHER . You just MISUNDERSTOOD it . LOVE is selfish . YES ! it is . if you still feel that you are not happy about it still , then you can come find us & the 3 of us can talk it out . I'm sure BABY will agree with i !

My blog have been rotting cause have been working as admin clerk & busy with my own stuffs . may be rotting but will update very very soon ! (:
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