This few day did not go to work as Granny's wake held till tuesday . Time pass so fast that tommorrow will be the last night we accompany Granny at her wake . sigh ! our only and only grandparent had lefted us . Really do miss them alot . Every year Chinese New Year , are the only days that the whole family got together . so for the past 3 years , we did not receive AngBaos as Grandpa passed away in 2006 so uncles can't give us any of it . so next year AngBaos will be even lesser as Gan-Grandpa also passed away this year in October . AngBaos are not important . Grandparents are more important . Cousin jio play blackjack . OMG ! =x
So wondering how our new year will be spend without Grandparents around . will we still gather together every New Year in future ? I really wonder . Hmms . BABY did not get enough sleep this few days especially today . So he had doze off not long after we reach-ed the wake & had our meals .

GRANNY SOUL BACK ?

It's 4.48AM right now . Was looking at Cousin playing mahjong then suddenly , Jenny aunt claim that there's a moth flying around the wake . So everyone gathered around & that a look at it . In chinese believe , a moth that enters a wake in the night , it's means the soul is back to take a look . So they claim that it's Granny's spirit . So all of us had the same intention & took-ed out our phone & snap a picture of the moth . We were all happy that Granny's soul came back as it's her 5th day of her death . The moth came in excatly 03.50AM which is also the time Granny pased away on 11 november . Believe it or not , everyone's time strike 03.50AM EXCATLY ! =x

Granny , i know you don't bear to leave us . So do we ! =(
hoping that you may rest in peace and get to the place where you should be no with Grandpa peacefully .

This is the moth .

It's that really Granny's soul ?

GRANDMA , RIP

On the 11 NOVEMBER 2009 , Granny passed away at 03.50AM in Changi General Hospital . Relative had been calling us but mum's phone was spoilted , dad's phone in the living room while sleeping in the bedroom & he was off-ed from his night shift work on that day , Sister's phone have switched it to slient , House phone was spoilted & i've losted my phone & didn't update them my new number . So they was having a hard time contacting us on that day . So about 6plus in the morning , my lil brother woke up & heard dad's phone rang so he woke dad up to answer the phone call & was from my 4th aunt . having heard of the BAD NEWS , upon hearing the BAD NEWS , My brother called BABY but just nice i was on my way having my shower heading for work . So i picked up the call & answered the cal as BABY was sleeping . Immediately after i hanged the phone , i woke BABY up & passed him the BAD NEWS , i rang up my boss and let him know about it . So i had my leave for 7 days as the wake held for 7 days . That's goes our GRANDPARENT . GrandPa have passed away in MARCH 2006 after commited sucide after he saw my Granny in a bad condition of her illness . So , back to the topic . so , hurried to have my shower & so does BABY . Dad came over & fetch us from BABY house . Head-ed down to Granny's place about 7plus in the morning . Tears rolled down from my mum's cheek uncontrolable while she was hearing from my 4th aunt what happen actually . Granny was suffering from heart attack that's leads to her death . She's 74 when she passed away . So ya . My relatives were all busy applying the place to held Granny's funeral in the void deck while my uncles went over to get all the things ready . At about 3plus , Granny's body was brought back in front of us . We prayed our respect to her & they help-ed to clean her body , changed her & doll-ed her up . Mum's tears always rolled down her cheek whenever she walks into Granny's room & see her face & i can't help but to drop my tears too . BABY have been accompany me this few days running up & down . We will stay-ed & help to look after in the night while most of my aunts & uncles have their rest then in the morning we will bus-ed home and have our nag & back to the wake at night .
TENGYANG's FAMILY have came down to pay their respect to Granny yesterday nigth too . So boss will be coming down tonight properly . Last night of the wake wll be on Monday & will be sending Granny's body for buried on tuesday afternoon a 1PM .

GRANNY , May you rest in peace & maybe it's time for you to accompany Grandpa . We will miss you dearly & Love you & Grandpa deep in our heart always .
The first time BABY saw Granny was on 18OCTOBER2009 at East Coast Park while celebrating JunHng's brithday & was also the last time the both of us saw her alive .


- say me proud or what's so ever ? just carry on . I just can't be bother with spammers kept spaming my blog . Really JUST NOTHING BETTER to do . Said that my boyfriend patched up with cause of reason ? what reason will you wana say ? cause i'm having his child ? Come ON la ! I'm not YET ! Still having a flat stamoch alright ! Said that i snatch other boyfriend & i'm good at it ? That is cause you just can't keep his heart tight enough by yourself ? said i'm a BITCH ? Then i SHALL show you ho's the BITCH & How BITCHCY can i be ! since you guys want this to happen then i shall show you my BITCHY ATTITUDE . Don't keep Trying my TEMPER & PUSH your luck too much . You may not get the results that you want IDOIT bitCHES ! (:

Have not been touching lappy for a few weeks as i was busy working , going down sintua & going down for lion dance training . everyday doing the same things . Morning , wake up about 7am , have my shower & off to work . Work starts at about 8.30am & ends about 6.30pm . After work , MONDAY , WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY will have to go down SinTua to help out with what i can & sometimes may have our supper with sintua crew & then AhPeng Uncle will fetch us home without fail . TUESDAY & THURSDAY will have to go for lion dance training . Have been training 'LONG ZHU' with AhGirl(GIRLFRIEND). After that we will bus-ed home with my brother & BaoXing if they happen to come down for training . Sound boring right ? But with BABY around , i'm fine with it .

Today i thought i woke up late for work so i quickly jump off from the bed and had my shower . BABY woke up & slept back again . So funny when he was sleeping . alot of pattern de lor . everyday also like that . HaHa . So as usual , before i went out , i will give him a kiss on his lip as he usually do if he going anywhere when i'm still sleeping . So i bus-ed off to work and fall asleep . When i reach-ed where i supposed to alight at , i was a little shock cause it was only 8.14am . Was so early today . usually was on the dot when i reach-ed . Today is Saturday . So planning where to go after work & maybe going out with Joey & her boyfriend . Double dating maybe ?! haha . Movie ? Dinner ? Shopping ? where shall we go ? hmmm . Thinking still . still early for thinking knocking off time .

Actually , i don't really care what others say about me . i know what i'm doing & what's best for me . I don't care about others judgement as Heaven got eyes to see . So those spammers , i just ignore from now on . But just one fellow , i ll never let you go so easily again de . One day , we shall see face to face . I'm only taking back what's belong to me & if he really love you and wanted to be with you when i lefted him , then even when i come back , he won't want patch up with me & will go off with you le . so , use your bloody brain & think . What i know from him is that , you guys have NEVER been TOGETHER . You just MISUNDERSTOOD it . LOVE is selfish . YES ! it is . if you still feel that you are not happy about it still , then you can come find us & the 3 of us can talk it out . I'm sure BABY will agree with i !

My blog have been rotting cause have been working as admin clerk & busy with my own stuffs . may be rotting but will update very very soon ! (:
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RIP,GONG GONG

On the 22nd OCTOBER 2009 at 1425hr , Our dearest Gan-Grandfather(My mum's God-Father) have lefted our world peacefully into another world . Gonggong , May you rest in peace and leave peacefully .
Have been busy helping out in the funeral this few days . Was damn tired i have to admit but ya . Still we have to do the last things for him . I'm not the only one who is tired . Everyone are also exhusted . Tommorrow will be the Last night & Gonggong's body will be resting in GUANG MING SHAN on the 26th October 2009 at 3pm . So we will be leaving around 2pm to send him there . Funeral held at Block 252 . Luckily is near my house so we won't have to run here and there just a few minutes walk will do .
Going back Suntec on monday after settling Gongong's funeral to take back my pay from QUEEN's AVEUNE . Heading back to Office on Tuesday to start work . must remember to get Gongong's death certificate for boss's verification .
well , yesterday evening went to sintua to help out due to not enough manPower & i have to start learning what i have to . Yesterday was 'PEIPEI' ban gong . We had a total of 17 tua that last till 2plus . The last one came in was the scariest one . Not to eleborate much on it , i'll only summaries everything short & sweet . She was been possessed by spirit & her friend came to seek help from 'PEIPEI' . YES ! It was a 37years old lady been possessed & it turn out to be possessed by her own child as she have went through abortion . According to her friends , she have aborted many times before . She suppose to have her flight to Penang this morning but 'PEIPEI' advised her not to go but she was absolutly stuborn as she kept insisting that she have to go even after many of them advised her not to . So even 'PEIPEI' also can't help with her stubborness , he prepared some amulet for her to bring with her where ever she goes even to the toilet . She have to come back on sunday 7.30 pm . Today , BABY went off without me to intua again as they sending a spirit back to China & i have to stay back at the funeral for praying . Now waiting for BABY to come back from sintua & go down help to keep watch everything in the funeral .
May not be able to blog that consistant as BABY having some problem with his house internet . So hope you guys will bear with it a little . Nights READERS ! (;

I odd to say that i'm JOBLESS again . Thanks to that somebody in my shop that have sabotage me when i've never step on her tail at all . But ya . giving me a chance to find a job that i yearning for . Looking for office job right now & hopefully there will be a good respond towards it . Don't dare to let my mum know that i'm jobless for the moment . I don't want her to be disappoint in me again . I know i've been letting her down many times . I don't want always to be a useless child in my mum's eyesight . Hais-ed .

Now with BABY at sin tua to help out . Sitting in front of the "counter" like a staff . So funny . Really moodless today . BABY & i also jobless. Have to really eat grass this time liao le . HAis-ed .

Not really in the mood to blog this few days . Goodnight Readers .

☆our love;will never fade again☆